Melodies stuck inside the head, a song is in every breath!
“Arjun, you have given me the best time of my life. Baby I just love u.. a lot..I’m sure there will come that time when we’ll be together ♡♥ for sure.” -Aisha. He smiled with numb eyes and turned off screen.
Its been more than an year,since he saw her,since he got lost in her eyes,since he played with her hair,since she rested on his shoulder. Everything has fallen apart inside him. The long awaited rays of sunshine are still due to reach Arjun. Aisha is always a constant part of his thoughts.
Aisha told him that she is with another guy. Arjun had no emotions to express.He wasn’t shattered,he wasn’t broken and no tears rolled down his eyes. Arjun treated the situation well, but he was caught in the middle.He caught the edge of the knife and it did hurt just a little. He can never pretend to be just a friend. He wished her all the happiness. He remembered the time when he made a promise to himself that her happiness would be priority one under all circumstances. That day he realized, he won’t be able to ever stop loving her. Hearing about that news too, didn’t change anything inside his heart. He loved her when they were not together . He loved her when they were together. And he still loves her when they are not together,again. He made his peace with this fact of his life.
Every girl that Arjun meets, his mind always draw a parallel imagine of Aisha along that girl, and no one fits there. No one can fill that void. He was back in zone of one sided love. The best part of it is that you win daily in one sided relationship and you lose daily in it. He reads all their mails that they wrote together. It’s a place where Arjun resides his fears,his feelings,his happiness and just waits for Aisha to read them.
It was 7th October, Arjun’s birthday. Aisha wished him and along with the message she sent two BLUE HEARTS.”A blue heart symbolizes deep and stable love”. Arjun’s heart still imagined that the blue hearts sent by Aisha did mean the same. In reality, he was sure that he was just overthinking it and just creating a bubble of hope. Though, thinking about that possibility gave him some happiness that midnight.
The journey that started on 17th December, will cover another anniversary this year. It will always be the most special date for Arjun. He will never forget it. The only end of the journey will be with the last breath that Arjun would take. Aisha didn’t do anything wrong,there no good or bad ,there is no villain in his story, but Arjun will always be the hero . He will make something good of his one small meaningless life. One girl came,that girl left. Arjun pulled the trigger to any further relationships.
There are lot of emotions to be answered to. But, he doesn’t stick to them anymore. It is the time to start from the scratch. Arjun is sure that one day all those emotions will be answered,but that’s gonna wait. Even if Arjun is at the cliff of the mountain or fallen into the valley, he will be there for Aisha whenever she needs holding. Aisha is the high that he can’t give up,the only drug in his life. His broken heart can still survive with a touch of her grace. Arjun still thinks what if their love never went away, what if it’s lost behind some words that they couldn’t find.
“If you cannot take a story to an ending,it’s better to give it a beautiful turn and leave. If we ever meet again, we”ll together write the beautiful beginning,again! You will always owe the same respect and love in my eyes that I had since the first day I saw you. ”